Mr. Marshmallow Series | He & His Lip Service

 When It Started? I even forgot when I started like him...
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I might know him since 4 years ago, but I really want to know about him more since about 2 months ago. Someone suddenly offer me his Blackberry Contact Number and with no hidden motives I just add him and he confirmed it. I think it just coincidence because I add new friends due to my last BB was broken.

I really didn't have any additional feeling to him because he's someone else's BF. He's taken and his status is his girlfriend's name, Ms. Moon. But I often commented his status because his status was always extraordinary, for example:
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Mr. Marshmallow | [Status] "Try to get along with my patient"
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then I commented:
Me | "You are an amazing doctor, continue!" (˘-˘)ง
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That's an unnecessary comment but he make it as if it was a valuable one, so he replied:
Mr. Marshmallow | "I even try to date her, this foreigner patient! Hahaha!"
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God! That's the first time I realize he has a good sense of humor so I think hey, he's not as bad *ss as I thought before.

He even call me with my name, even we never officially introduced each other. I think he knows me from Oppa. Oppa must tell him about me a bit I think. Since then I confident to become his friend and chat as if we know each other well.

One day, in the middle of a night, I forgot what occasion brought me to that conversation, suddenly he become so childish and I think it's a great honor for me become a person who know his true personality. He suddenly told me that he really adores Nana (After School). He even shared her pictures more than 5 to me via BBM (Blackberry Messenger). That's a plus point added to him. He comfort with his personality, he never pretends to be cool in front of other people at least in front of me. And since then my heart is completely captivated by him. He's someone I looking for. And that feeling can't be easily erased just like a root of tree which grip the ground firmly.

Now I understand why woman said felt in love first time in a first conversation.
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Theme song: Rainy Sunday (Postman to Heaven's OST)

Mr. Marshmallow Series | First Meeting

I can't remember hw exactly we met at first time but I am pretty sure first comment that I gave to him right after met him is "Hey, you are really cute" and that first meeting ended up with his grumbling. At that moment I didn't realize how bothering my comment was for a boy especially for him. Maybe he just felt upset or offended by a completely stranger like me. So far I know, he is one of my best friend's Junior High School classmate and ye didn't know me at all. And I bet he didn't recognize that meeting which is a very special moment for my life. And why would he remembered a nerdy girl and completely stranger like me able gain a notice from him? I even don't dare to dream.
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The song for this entry: Canon (Pachelbel) At The Dolphin Bay Version

Mr. Marshmallow Series Can't Stop Admiring You

Mirror mirror in the wall, who is the most fairest boy in the world? It's you, my pretty boy.
Hey, you Mister Marshmallow! Can you hear that?

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He even can win my heart every time I see him, even repeat and repeat again, my heart will be chilled out and thrilled but that feeling even got me addicted. I don't now what makes him so special. He's not tall but he's surely sweet. He can own everyone's heart if he smile I guess. He creates something that not everyone can called beauty.

I don't know why I become like this. Can't chat with him makes my heart in so much deep pain. I feel like nothing to do and feel like I lost my soul. After I chat with him and left behind, it just feel like I was dumping by my exact boyfriend tough he's not. But after I see his face through his picture it boost my mood into the highest level and I can's stop smiling. Is it the power of love or I've just got love intoxication?

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Theme songs for this entry:

• Love Drunk (Boys Like Girls) | I used to be love drunk
• Love Song (Selena Gomez) | I love you like a love song baby

Mr. Marshmallow Series | Love Intoxicated

ღ Love...

ღ Loving someone is not as simple as we write it. It can change ur smile, change your whole world. You even can be other people when you get into it.
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And now, I think I am in love with someone. I don't know it is really love or just a desire that can come and go or just possesed by admiration to him.

I can hear his voice when I want to, I even can see him through dream if I really really miss him. It's quite long time being like so stupid like this. Yeah, being in love means being a fool. I try to hide him in the deepest of my heart and keep him in my candy jar but it failed! He always jumps as my imagination and I will end up texting him.

I think if I continue my habit texting him and always try to find all about him, it will hurt my heart more. I think I have to stop thinking about him and try to distract my mind from all those connection to him. He's to much addicted for me, just like a candy.

Okay, to measure how much I get addicted to him, let me show ya! | 3 points out of 3 (Total 30 points)
(3) Always
(2) Sometimes
(1) Never

How Much I Got Intoxicated? (¬,¬)

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1. I smile when see his picture | always (3)
2. I checked his status everyday | everyday (3)
3. I text him first | almost (2)
4. My heart beat faster when he's around | always (3)
5. Talk about him | it's restricted for me (1)
6. Everything related to him being my first interest | always (3)
7. Pray, to make him mine | always (3)
8. Thinking of him in free time | always (3)
9. Jealous with his GF | sometimes (2)
10. Screen cap our conversation | when it's become awkward moment (”‾з‾)  (2) 

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See? I got 25 points out of 30 おーっ. I should know this for a long time before I play this dangerous game. I should know the side effect is addicted to him. So, how can I get cessation from him? I will find it soon, I promised! #optimist! (˘-˘)ง

Mr. Marshmallow Series | He's Driving Me Crazy!

I may be insane, being so much in love in this age is not usually happen to someone else. I just write this story to make a bet with myself which is always murmuring in my heart.
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I just wanna know would this kind of love story will have happy ending story or not. Now I just arguing with myself about what should I do in front of him. Being in love in this age is not as simple as I was in 17 yo, or younger. I have not experienced being in love for so long time. My heart just like to stop to love someone, I swear for the God's shake. I might put attention more to someone which has sense of humor or have such a cute baby face, but that's all. 

Nothing happen then yet make another story. It's just repeated and repeated again for  about 6 years lately. But suddenly he came into my live. He just passes through without any sign of being into this kind of situation. We just meet and greet and comment each other. 

I thought he's just someone who just have a good sense of humor and he he's such a cute young boy. I thought that's all. Well, it happened when he's taken. But now, when I know he's single, I started to make a hope of a closer relation with him. He's just, you know, my type. Totally! 

• He's cute, and sweet like (you see, err) a Marshmallow? He's really funny and has good sense of humor. Nobody will deny it!
• His voice cracked, but that's why I love him. It sounds so manly even he has a small body. 하하하
• He's Asian lover too. He can be so childish when he talks about how much he crush with Nana (After School)
• He has a bright skin.
• He's Hindu. Just like me!
• He has Kasta (•̯͡.•̯͡) ♥ (Well if you don't understand, let me explain you later in other entry). I can not wait if he becomes to be my lover, so I can lift my family's status :)

So with this kind of situation makes me really really hope God will grant my wish to become his lover. I know it kind of odd wish but I really enjoy loving him. When I get his message I will replay it with speed of light. If he stares at me I will blush myself without preparation. If he sits right in beside me, my heart can not stop pounding as if it will jump out of my body. It's ridiculous, right? But it's real. But I really can't stop hearing melody of love in my ears. So I thought, this being in love is! 

And he gives me a hope, and I became eager and eager to hope more than being his only message lover. I want him to show me his love to me. He should know I really am serious with my feeling, and he can not neglect what he started. 

God, please make sure he will be serious with me too, please make him mine and love me like I love him. I just can't accept if he just play with my heart, this heart has broken once, please don't let it broken twice because it so much hurt. I love you God and I am sure you know that exactly. Please give more clues to being nicer, more attractive and lovely to him, God. I trust you to make my love story become a complete of happy ending legend of my life. 

Theme song of this entry is: Sugar Sugar (Archies)  | Sugar, ah honey honey, You are my candy girl boy, And you've got me wanting you (ˆ‎ڡˆ‎) ㅋㅋㅋ

Mr. Marshmallow Series | An Introduction

If he is a candy, he must be a marshmallow! 
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Why marshmallow? Because he has sense to tease someone and have energy to make them to taste it. It will melt, fill our mouth and hard to tell how its taste. Before we comment about the the taste we've gotten addicted. Because of its smoothness and sweet, make us want some more.

Same like Marshmallow, he has a silent energy to attract my attention even if I don't want to notice. After I ignore him once I will curse myself due to regret and I will pay back to give him much more attention. He's so sweet and funny in his way and that's why I got addicted to him.

So, Let Me Introduce Mr. Marshmallow!
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• Who? | Mr. Marshmallow
• Date of Birth? |  February, 27th 1990
• Occupation? | Doctor wannabe
• Why him? |  Because he has a good sense of humour, he's like a free bird, out of box and can live being him self. He's a little bit naughty (ˇ▽ˇ)

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After I write this entry, then I realize, I have same boy interest with same criteria such as:

• White/bright skin (but there's a case I fall for totally colored-skin man, he's foreigner tough)
• Sweet/handsome with a good shape of his nose
• A little bit naughty
• Has a good lip service but cool

Oh God, If I continue being like this, can I get married? (‾‾‾.‾‾‾“)

Welcome To My Candy Jar, Mister Marshmallow!

Wise people said "Someone who spread their love excessively for real has no love in their live. They just pretend to love and be loved"
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That's why I make this blog. I will hide my identity, but not completely. I will show him how much I love him through this blog, just for decreasing my lack of capability to get near to you and just to make you realize how I love you with my rest of life. Who is he? He's Mr Marshmallow!

Maybe you are not the one, but for now, I think I will think of you for the rest of my life. My feeling to you isn't a joke I never beg you to feel pity for me, I just want you know, I have such feeling for you. I don't know how to distribute my stress apropos you because I can't own you. I know I shouldn't let this feeling develop bigger and become like addiction state. But I really thank to you that you showed me the power of love and love is not just about having each other, love is something that make ur heart pounding and fluttering more, unstable mood, sacrifice to make our love happy and the most important one is comfortable. You gave me that precious feeling when I think about you, be next to you, hugged by you and chat with you.

Last but not least I send my sincerity and thank to you!

Regard,

ღPrincess Candyღ

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View Complete Stories of Mister Marshmallow Series by clicking title below!

1. An Introduction
2. Can't Stop Admiring You
3. First Meeting
4. Friend's Friend
5. He and His Lip Service
6. Dear Diary...

Cotton Candies

Sweetest taste and appearance of Cotton Candy inspires me to create so many plot of love stories. In this bar, I will offer you so many love stories, some of them are my personal stories that's why I keep my identity hidden because I don't want to drag anybody else interfere my personal life. I just want to share my thought here, to relieve my feeling while I am happy but nobody can share my happiness, to comfort my feeling as well when nobody knows how hurt my heart after being dumped by someone I really like. Let me become a secret admire of my loves. Let them live happily without any hesitation or burden of my existence, let me be only a Princess in a Candy Jar that always love my loves from a distance. I believe, one day I will leave this candy jar and find my real Prince who can accept my sincere feeling to him.

Fairy Floss Stories

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1. Hello, Mister Marshmallow! | A love story of mine. When love is not about having each other the world is not about come to and end...

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Aren't love complete our live? Of course! So don't hesitate to love someone and keep loving them will help you to grow stronger than yesterday. ♡