Mr. Marshmellow Series | When Passion Becomes Obssesion

Kissing you baby is my dream. I am strawberry & you are the cream. Handle me gently keep me real keen. You & I together babes is passion so extreme!
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I just wanna say baby, I still love you...

Mr. Marshmallow Series | He's Driving Me Crazy!

I may be insane, being so much in love in this age is not usually happen to someone else. I just write this story to make a bet with myself which is always murmuring in my heart.
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I just wanna know would this kind of love story will have happy ending story or not. Now I just arguing with myself about what should I do in front of him. Being in love in this age is not as simple as I was in 17 yo, or younger. I have not experienced being in love for so long time. My heart just like to stop to love someone, I swear for the God's shake. I might put attention more to someone which has sense of humor or have such a cute baby face, but that's all. 

Nothing happen then yet make another story. It's just repeated and repeated again for  about 6 years lately. But suddenly he came into my live. He just passes through without any sign of being into this kind of situation. We just meet and greet and comment each other. 

I thought he's just someone who just have a good sense of humor and he he's such a cute young boy. I thought that's all. Well, it happened when he's taken. But now, when I know he's single, I started to make a hope of a closer relation with him. He's just, you know, my type. Totally! 

• He's cute, and sweet like (you see, err) a Marshmallow? He's really funny and has good sense of humor. Nobody will deny it!
• His voice cracked, but that's why I love him. It sounds so manly even he has a small body. 하하하
• He's Asian lover too. He can be so childish when he talks about how much he crush with Nana (After School)
• He has a bright skin.
• He's Hindu. Just like me!
• He has Kasta (•̯͡.•̯͡) ♥ (Well if you don't understand, let me explain you later in other entry). I can not wait if he becomes to be my lover, so I can lift my family's status :)

So with this kind of situation makes me really really hope God will grant my wish to become his lover. I know it kind of odd wish but I really enjoy loving him. When I get his message I will replay it with speed of light. If he stares at me I will blush myself without preparation. If he sits right in beside me, my heart can not stop pounding as if it will jump out of my body. It's ridiculous, right? But it's real. But I really can't stop hearing melody of love in my ears. So I thought, this being in love is! 

And he gives me a hope, and I became eager and eager to hope more than being his only message lover. I want him to show me his love to me. He should know I really am serious with my feeling, and he can not neglect what he started. 

God, please make sure he will be serious with me too, please make him mine and love me like I love him. I just can't accept if he just play with my heart, this heart has broken once, please don't let it broken twice because it so much hurt. I love you God and I am sure you know that exactly. Please give more clues to being nicer, more attractive and lovely to him, God. I trust you to make my love story become a complete of happy ending legend of my life. 

Theme song of this entry is: Sugar Sugar (Archies)  | Sugar, ah honey honey, You are my candy girl boy, And you've got me wanting you (ˆ‎ڡˆ‎) ㅋㅋㅋ

Mr. Marshmallow Series | An Introduction

If he is a candy, he must be a marshmallow! 
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Why marshmallow? Because he has sense to tease someone and have energy to make them to taste it. It will melt, fill our mouth and hard to tell how its taste. Before we comment about the the taste we've gotten addicted. Because of its smoothness and sweet, make us want some more.

Same like Marshmallow, he has a silent energy to attract my attention even if I don't want to notice. After I ignore him once I will curse myself due to regret and I will pay back to give him much more attention. He's so sweet and funny in his way and that's why I got addicted to him.

So, Let Me Introduce Mr. Marshmallow!
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• Who? | Mr. Marshmallow
• Date of Birth? |  February, 27th 1990
• Occupation? | Doctor wannabe
• Why him? |  Because he has a good sense of humour, he's like a free bird, out of box and can live being him self. He's a little bit naughty (ˇ▽ˇ)

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After I write this entry, then I realize, I have same boy interest with same criteria such as:

• White/bright skin (but there's a case I fall for totally colored-skin man, he's foreigner tough)
• Sweet/handsome with a good shape of his nose
• A little bit naughty
• Has a good lip service but cool

Oh God, If I continue being like this, can I get married? (‾‾‾.‾‾‾“)

My Passions of Life

Well, it's just random if I talked about this. I event don't know which label should I put into this entry. ㅋㅋㅋWhatever! I think I will put a lollipop candy for this entry (ʃƪ˘˘ﻬ) Don't protest! (ˇ▽ˇ)-c<ˇ_ˇ) Okay, here we go!

I think I am just a girl with a simple thought, without any barrier live my life. I am a kind of a girl who easily get arouse but suddenly stuck in the middle of it and vacuum for a while til I get my inspiration and or my passion back, then I will continue what I start. Shortly, I am easily interrupted but I am the one who will complete my task til end. For example, now I really want to be a blogger who can attract more reader and myself. I will improve my blog with high excitement but suddenly I will stop blogging just because my passion of blogging gone or...I can't find the resolution to make my blog better. That's the problem, consistency! I think I have an artist soul which means I have a a talent, but my mood and inspiration is my soul. Yeah, it's just a fine execution I guess. ㅋㅋㅋ

Well, I want to tell you something:

1. I really want to be a mangaka (a Japanese comic maker) a pro one! All I need is a set of drawing tool box, but I don't have ny of them. With my speciality of manipulate, I change my artwork through Adobe photoshop and you know, it's tiring. I really want my time and my tool box. While waiting, I guess I will keep drawing to filled my spare time and keep my ability to draw.

2. I really want to be a fashion blogger. I always amused and envy to a fashion blogger. They are shining. Beside, I really admire fashion icon such as: Taylor Swift, Gemma Ward and Keiko Kitagwa. I wonder, are they really a person or angel without wings? (´▽`ʃƪ). Well, there are so many Fashion blogger that I saw while I blogwalk fascinated me. For example: Stain in The Uniform, Cherry Blossoms Girl, and so many web/blogs can inspire me. But honestly, I know I don't have any inclusion to become one of them because:

• I am not rich so I can't buy a branded clothes that really happening, depend on years or weather.
• I am not sexy and tall so, will I take someone's picture to be presented in my blog? NO WAY!
• I am a kind of odd fashionista. 하하하, with these ones, I will completely excluded being a fashion blogger. 

Well, as long as I can do fashion, I am okay. --> Excuse again. (‾‾‾.‾‾‾“)

3. I really want to be a writer. It's really big deal for me. Since I was young, I put my attention more to write and read. And being writer is not as simple as everybody thought. To present another point of view and really simple but fantastic story is very difficult. I try so many times to complete my stories, but I can't complete them all. I need more energy to imagine the plot, the character and sinking into the storyline. Sometime it makes me tired and I ended up with a give up. I do really want to be a writer. Someday, I will present my books to you. One of them contain of shorts stories (that maybe inspired by my true life), and the others are produced by the power of my imagination. All I can do to reach my dream become writer is concentrate, learn more about life, more concern to my environment and keep widen my imagination. 頑張ってください! 아자 아자, Fighting!

Confeitōs

For me, friends are people that make me stick around them with no hesitation, comfortable, being myself and always understand each other.

Friendship is not something eternal, it's fragile instead but if we keep it planting and fertilizer it, it will grow over and over again. For me, friendship is more beautiful than love itself cause it contains loves.

Friendship is always sweet depend on how we treat our friend and communicate well. It may war but it will end with peace and we will grow stronger together.

Friendship is a traveler that can take me to the highest sky and slowly reach my dream. They are my mood booster, they are the reason why I keep walking my dream cause their existence give me a lot of energy to imagine, how a new world create. They don't give me a reason why I should walk my dream, they give me an action and inspiration.

The sweetness of my friendship is symbolized by a confeito, a sugar candy. Let me intoduce My Confeitōs in my land:

Calibpe CLeo Square 

It stand for: [CA]pricorn, [LIB]ra, [P]isc[E]s, [C]ancer [LEO]2

They are my mood booster! Whenever I feel empty, sad or unwell they will give my their formula to cheer me up. Even just meet, chitchat or just play a bit they can make my mood up to highest level. They also my reason to walk my dream. They support me without any compesation.
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1. Wizard of Earth (Earth) : A Tomboy Capricorn Girl
2. Wizard of Air (Air) : A Spiritual Libra Girl
3. Wizard of Ocean : It's Me
4. Oppa : A Cancer Playboy Wannabe
5. Choi Yuna: A Korean Dramatic Fantastic Ring Ding Dong Leo Girl
6. Lichong Wei: A Melancholic Leo Boy
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Candies Over Flower 
よし! Let me introduce you my official friends with same company and have a master future plans to become a succesful doctor. Whatever our destiny drags us We will support each other!
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1. Opungie : A Passionless but Smart Girl
2. Ciky : A Lazy but Love Fighter Girl
3. Tantei : Grumpy but  Careful Friend
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They are my confeitōs, where are yours?