Calibpe Series | A Big Dream

Dare to dream big, react fast!
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Hello お客様, I've just come from money changer just now. I and Earth are going to Singapore soon. Ayay! This is our first abroad vacation. Before I was there with other friend, Vio. You know to buy SGD is not as simple as we thought because it can be "not-ready-stock". Luckily we got it. I buy SGD 304 and Earth buy SGD 252. We plan buy about same mount next month.

I really excited go there not because going abroad (I've been there once) but this is my first trip my best friend, Earth abroad. We have planned it since we were young, maybe when we are in senior high school, in the middle of our imagination. I never thought our plan will be realized soon. I hope I can trip around Asia before 25 years old. I will work hard and collect money as much as I can so I capable pick my family member together.

Or maybe I will find my Prince and we can trip abroad to date under Cherry Blossom tree or 花見, or picnic in White Christmas. Yeah, that day will come soon and I believe it. My Prince just a little bit get lost, he will find my jar soon so we can get along together happily ever-after. けけけ

My Resolution for Next Year
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1. Being a good and dedicated intern!
2. Find my Lost Prince!
3. Collect money as much as possible to realized my dream to touch Cherry Blossom and take my picture under it!
4. Make this blog bigger and well known!
5. Add new friends as much as possible!
6. Become more beauty and grow my hair a lot!

God, please lead my to your way and let me find my happiness in this world.
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Theme Songs: 
ღ Dream It Out Loud (Have Dream Will Travel OST) | If we just cut the tie lines, then we can simply sail away...
ღ Fly High (Acoustic OST) | High high jump up high! Run to the world, It’ll be one moment of the time I've spent in this long life...

Calibpe Series | He's Back!

He's back! Who? Oppa! One of my partners in crime finally showed his shadow to us and dance hula-hula to celebrate it. バンザイ! けけ. After a hundred year never shown his face finally our lovely Oppa come to us. Even he just show his tired face he always try to joke around. Not funny at all, but at least the reason he come just want to accompany me to a Japanese Festival (called Dejafu). Well, I actually don't want to attend this festival  which I always did for 3 years in row. But this year I have strong reason why I should avoid this festival due to personal reason to someone I want to avoid a girl who has a relationship with a-failed-engage-boyfriend-wannabe. 

I don't know how to start explain about this guy. Okay, let me call him Mr. Caramel! My parents (especially my Mom) wanted to "engage" me with this Mr. Caramel. Mr. Caramel is a medical student too and take his intern in other Island. First time I know this ridiculous plan, of course I reject it, hardly! But with my Mom and his family master plan, finally pay attention to him BUT not fall for him. He's just got my sympathy! That's all! And suddenly, without any sign of his seriousness about this situation, my parents and his parents suddenly become closer just like we have such relationship. His father and my mother even pretend as if they are "real family" or something like that! Hello, he even didn't try to confess his true feeling to me. As I catched the situation before, he likes me that's all I knew from his parents and his sisters. Aha! We go to the point now! A girl who I avoid in this festival was his younger sister, eww! 

This is it's banner, Fukudako. FYI, Fukudako means: Lucky Octopus

You know why? Because Mr. Caramel suddenly appear in social network and BBM as if giving a press conference that he's in relationship with other girl! Hello, please! I was not jealous at all, but I think the way he did it just too rude. Why didn't explain his parents especially his dad that he has other girl instead try to make me as his fiancee? Whatever, I don't care about his and his family existence and I don't wanna know so I delete his and his sister's contact from my cellphone.

The place is quite small, but really comfortable.

Okay, back to main story. Oppa finally is back! After do some seductions and almost all of them were failed, I finally could attract him with cosplay(コスプレ)-reason. Ayay! He's a Japanese lover I guess. He said his favorite girl was Japanese and almost of his ex are Japanese or Japanese look like (ˇ▼ˇ) With that, he lost his reason to avoid us again. Even other Calibpe Cleo Square can not accompany me, he still come from his residence in other city to accompany me! I am so happy his return was not totally different from before. He still Oppa that I know. His kindness still like before.

This is menu sample. Almost as complete as Sushi Tei ほほほほ

Well, we both finally didn't attend that festival tough it because it's too late, 2 hours from schedule. And it makes Opungie really mad at me and the situation become awkward. Well, I and Oppa decided to visit Earth's house, our lovely base camp beside my house. Ayay! In the middle of our journey, we tried to called other Calibpe's member such as Air and Lichong Wei, Choi Yuna was not able to reach cause she had another event to attend. But, all of them can not get into this first celebration meet with our lovely Oppa. That's okay. We really enjoyed travel in the city with my small car and food travelling too. We chose Fukudako, a Japanese restaurant near my house, bought takoyaki (たこ焼き) and okonomiyaki (お好み焼き). Really a great gathering. 

These are our orders: akoyaki (たこ焼き) and okonomiyaki (お好み焼き)

Yes he's back. But I know his mind still can not be shared with us. He might look talkative but what he said just nonsense and joke only. He sometime tell about how poor he is and didn't have any money left, but after we respon it with told him to seek a job, he will distract the conversation. He always like that. Oppa, why you keep being like this? I think he has a personal crisis. Well, I just want all of us will stay strong together and find our happiness very soon. After that we will build our kingdom that will not be able to destroy called FRIENDSHIP.

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Theme Song for this entry:

• Keep Holding On (Avril Lavigne) | You're not alone, together we stand...
• Breakway (Kelly Clarkson) | I'll spread my wing and I'll learn how to fly

Calibpe Series | Oppa, Don't Leave Us!

He's one of best friend I've ever had...
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I never felt missing someone this bad, not even to my parents before like I miss friend of mine, Oppa. He's one of our mood maker. I know he's a free man but his loyalty to friend is no joke. Even he has his own sadness due to lost his mother, but he can provide us a lot of love and smile. All I know is: there's something secret that hidden in his deepest of heart that nobody can open it. He hid his true self. He hid the darkness of his life, he doesn't want to open it even when he's around us. And now, what I am afraid most was happened. Oppa is not able to contact, he try to avoid us as much as he can. He tried to disappear and don't want to be ours anymore, that is my speculation only.

I hope I was wrong. I hope I made him angry that's why he try to avoid us so I can make confession that I am sorry. I hope he's just kidding around and turn back to us. We really miss him. If he come back home, back to us, I want to hug him and say "Everything is just fine, you're not alone!" 

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Theme Songs: 
You're Not Alone-Anymore (George Harrison)
You always said that I'd be back again,  
That I'd come running to you in the end, 
I thought that you were on your own, 
And now I find you're not alone
I'll see you through the rain
Through the heartache and pain
It hurts like never before
You're not alone any moreYou always said that I would know someday
Just how it feels when your love walks away
I let you down I let you go
I lost you, how was I to know 

Darling (Avril Lavigne)
Darling
you 're hiding in the clouds once again,
start smiling
I know you're trying
real hard not to turn your head away
pretty darling
face tomorrow, tomorrow is not yesterday
Yesterday oh oooooh
Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head
I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can
yeah yeah yeah yeahDarling
I was there once a while ago
I know
that it's hard to be stuck with
people that you love
when nobody trusts

Sad Love Story | When a Friend Turns to a Lover

I found a fluttering heartbreak story. I don't know is this a real story or not, I just feel this story is too sad to realize how stupid the way they accept their love. When a feeling of friendship turns a love, it's a worst. In one side, you don't want to loose your friend which means your lover too because an awkwardness situation, right? But in other side, we kill our heart in same time. Well, that's only in my opinion, just like this story

Sad Love Story | Anonymous | The Original Blue Waffle

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10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

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Well, so far in my confeitōs that situation may happened once or twice because wise people said: friendship between man and woman is an impossible. Well, until now we just let it go to the flow. Our friendship is still just fine. 하하하 Hope So!

Well I guess, I can give few theme songs for this story:

• Lucky (Jason Mraz) | I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
• Sahabat Jadi Cinta (Zigas)  | Tuhan tolong aku jelaskanlah, perasaanku berubah jadi cinta

And, luckily all of them we're so lovely song. I love both of them. ㅋㅋㅋ

Confeitōs

For me, friends are people that make me stick around them with no hesitation, comfortable, being myself and always understand each other.

Friendship is not something eternal, it's fragile instead but if we keep it planting and fertilizer it, it will grow over and over again. For me, friendship is more beautiful than love itself cause it contains loves.

Friendship is always sweet depend on how we treat our friend and communicate well. It may war but it will end with peace and we will grow stronger together.

Friendship is a traveler that can take me to the highest sky and slowly reach my dream. They are my mood booster, they are the reason why I keep walking my dream cause their existence give me a lot of energy to imagine, how a new world create. They don't give me a reason why I should walk my dream, they give me an action and inspiration.

The sweetness of my friendship is symbolized by a confeito, a sugar candy. Let me intoduce My Confeitōs in my land:

Calibpe CLeo Square 

It stand for: [CA]pricorn, [LIB]ra, [P]isc[E]s, [C]ancer [LEO]2

They are my mood booster! Whenever I feel empty, sad or unwell they will give my their formula to cheer me up. Even just meet, chitchat or just play a bit they can make my mood up to highest level. They also my reason to walk my dream. They support me without any compesation.
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1. Wizard of Earth (Earth) : A Tomboy Capricorn Girl
2. Wizard of Air (Air) : A Spiritual Libra Girl
3. Wizard of Ocean : It's Me
4. Oppa : A Cancer Playboy Wannabe
5. Choi Yuna: A Korean Dramatic Fantastic Ring Ding Dong Leo Girl
6. Lichong Wei: A Melancholic Leo Boy
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Candies Over Flower 
よし! Let me introduce you my official friends with same company and have a master future plans to become a succesful doctor. Whatever our destiny drags us We will support each other!
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1. Opungie : A Passionless but Smart Girl
2. Ciky : A Lazy but Love Fighter Girl
3. Tantei : Grumpy but  Careful Friend
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They are my confeitōs, where are yours?